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Hello..? Is someone supposed to be there? This is Nesso Galland. Hello? Now am I supposed to push this bu--



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[ it's lucky that Nesso didn't get caged until towards the end; he doesn't spend too much time locked in Zara's room before the latter's sanity returns.

At which point, he's crushed by the the most soul-rending sense of despair he's ever felt.

All at once, Nesso will hear a loud gasp from outside the room - followed by a loud string of curses he's probably never heard Zara say before in a panicked voice he's never heard Zara use before. Footsteps sound heavy and desperate down the hallway, and there's sudden loud jangling as the chains on the door are yanked and pulled out of their locked positions with great aggression and heavy breaths. ]


Nesso--!! Nesso...! [ sounding anguished, he calls the poor man's name as he undoes all the barricades he'd set up as fast as he can, hands shaking, voice growing more pained as he goes, until finally, the last chain slides loose and the door is forced open.

Whatever Nesso's state is in there, Zara can't bear to look. Part of him wants to just run away, but he can't run away from this. He remembers doing it. Instead, he just slowly sinks to the ground until he's on his hands and knees, the tips of his ears grazing the floor. ]
Nesso... I...

Date: 2015-02-18 05:54 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] sewayaku
[ At least Nesso doesn't look like he's been crying or emaciated or anything - the hours stretched themselves out so long in Zara's mind. That's the only good thing he can say. He can't bear to even meet Nesso's eyes like this.

He's ashamed of what he's done - but more than that, he feels guilty. Painfully, painfully guilty. It doesn't matter that he wasn't himself; he was Nesso's servant. His friend, even. Nesso's family had saved him from suffering, and Nesso himself had helped save him from himself. And now he's betrayed his trust entirely. What happened and why it happened, he doesn't know, but it doesn't matter. It doesn't change what he did.

Whatever Nesso does now, he deserves entirely. He's essentially disqualified himself as a servant; he could be expelled from the house, and no matter how painful that would be, he deserves it entirely. ]


... M-my sincerest apologies. I... I owe you everything, and yet... [ his voice quavers in a way that Nesso probably hasn't heard in a long time, if ever; he sinks even lower towards the floor. ] I wasn't myself... I can't ask you to forgive me, Nesso, but I swear, I would never...

Date: 2015-02-19 07:46 am (UTC)
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[ half of him is honestly hoping for harsh punishment; it would at least help clear some of his guilt. But that hope doesn't come true. The greater part of him knew it wouldn't. There's a reason he and Nesso were such good friends - he isn't the type of master who strictly ruled and punished his servants.

Still, it's difficult to accept. Shamefully, Zara lifts his head enough to meet his eyes, looking absolutely miserable. ]


... Are you certain? I... went directly against you.

Date: 2015-02-21 02:33 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] sewayaku
... I really am spoiled too much by all of you.

[ he laughs a dry, bitter little laugh under his breath, shaking his head. It feels like there's nothing worse he could have done as a servant, short of actually trying to attack Nesso, and yet he's being forgiven anyway. How did he get lucky enough to be picked up by these kind people?

Zara resolves to start thanking Nesso more often.

Taking his hand, he slowly gets to his feet, although he still looks deeply ashamed, ears drooping. ]


... I couldn't tell you what happened... I've felt strange ever since a few days ago, but...

Date: 2015-02-23 07:28 am (UTC)
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From: [personal profile] sewayaku
[ he's not one for tears, but he'd be lying if he said he didn't feel a bit of emotion well up when Nesso pulled him in for a hug. For a moment, he's stiff and hesitant to return it, still feeling that he hasn't repented enough; it's not his decision to make, however, and he returns it soon enough, bumping his head against Nesso's shoulder with a defeated sigh. ]

You're probably right, [ Zara admits. He didn't see anyone else acting like himself, but then again, no one other than the people who lived in this apartment saw him acting strangely. Oh, and Break. ] It was... over time. At first, I was able to fight it off, but eventually, it overpowered me.

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